Lost: My Open Hearted Enthusiasm

[Saggio]

Sometimes we must retreat before we go forward again.

[GotHang]

A heartfelt thanks to Joan and Aida for bringing me some refreshing joy on a sleepless night

[CarolW]

you must be one the pan priests!

Linochurch (TM), open 24/7 right here... confessionals by PM. Give generously!

Hardly... but thanks... I think
You know what they say though, if you meet a pan priest on the road...

Replying to an old post, as I went back to review this thread.

LINO! Run for your life!

GotHang, you have my empathies; let your heart re-grow from the ashes! Meantime, you're posting some interesting stuff on other threads; for instance, I never knew about Joan and Aida, but now I'm introduced to their playing, thanks to you.

And cheers for Rob Carolan, back home after triple bypass, and for Luis, at work once again, with what is probably a healthy heart, after severe stresses. And for all the great and small builders on the forum: Luis, Victor, Kyle and Jim, with Aaron attending - and Gotama, Yoshi, and newer ones coming along, including Steve, and Jorge with his electronic visions and capabilities. And more, too. And for Sha'yo, returning to drudgery - but always helping others. And for - all gatherings such as Handpangea, HangOutUK; the Netherlands one, which I can't spell without looking it up, and for Flash Mobs and Delayed Flights and the like.

Amazement and joys are always lurking; maybe we need sleep sometimes, to catch up with ourselves.
Tue, 17 Jul 2012 07:47:27 (PDT)

[CarolW]

P.S. We can also take a page out of Roy's book. He is surviving mostly panless - at least four years - but continuing with his amazing circus-busking. Go, Roy!

And may all the panless have pans drop to them from the sky, as Michael did. Roy, of course, is Melo's caretaker for now. Lucky Melo.

And for those who don't know the stories, they are mostly Elsewhere on the forum. Available!

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 07:50:43 (SPB SPB) (Halo Halo) - oops - (BElls) - oops - (PDT)

[Bikerbusk]

Oh Carol ... I'm way short of a super hero, with some skills that I learned to stay alive that I learned from the circus.... With my foundation as pitchman at fairs, / Grifter that is honest to public..
But in short it is much easier to be bad, no feelings to mix a person up.. and you don't have to let people close..
I'm a wreck in that wait for Halo, of course I want to be good on it, but it was the tool to go with all so I can be 100% enhance everything else ...
I'm.far from good, I'm not evil.... And far from being in cintrol , but I have skills that they don't teach in school..
And when God talks to me, and he really does, he say's Roy ... Jesus has got nothing on you, So I am just going to refer to you Roy ... As my favorite Son .. And that's God Speaking to me...
see Carol who would dare speak a joke like that , its like me putting myself on the cross...there I go again...its a fault in me people love me or hate me, if you can get me to talk without the mask on, because have had mask on forever, that's why I do characters and learned to sell and be funny.. and found out that I enjoyed that, but very few know me only people I work with know my workings...
So see I have faults / a wreck and hear voices and very mischievous, with a couple of
Plans when
Halo comes
My Way.........Roy

[snowboo]

It's ok to be panless. A wise person I know once said, "The worst thing God could ever do for you is to give you everything you've ever wanted," because then you rest in it; you stop searching your soul and stop growing.

[Bikerbusk]

I just find this works I stay busy.... I want to make friends here, while the Normal thing that people do in age is not want to make friends ....and also people don't know how to take an honest person...
But I set eyes on Halo as first unit...and could have picked up other just to have..but only heard in halo that attracted me also in Victir, Luis Nobuya, & Spike..
But its the Flipers out there causing most the pain for pans & the scamers, and for the panless ever little thing gets under the skin ... Sure my wait is personal , but how am I to say just because its personal to me, give me the right to let my feelings over ride and disregard others feelings....
With the subject of multiple pan's ... Just stop and think if I have commitment with pan and something happens to my pan so I can not do the gig , of course I would want to have another and to be 100% safe 3 would be magic number, just to keep all 100% pristine / tuned ...
So when Halo does make it will be on phone to Nobuya to match, and some day victor and Luis , and even thou will have pan let's not forget Spike in his tounge units, that can accent all .. thus weekend I spending all day sat to figure out best way to Mic up zen just to see the best application to do so...
I don't won't to be a thorn in any builders side, but want my presents known , that I'm not going away even after I get pan, I see the big picture of what I can do with these things 4 years ago , the halo was like the missing Link that I am tracking down, not to put on my wall or show off as look what I got.... But for me to merge with pan to incorporate it & me with my friends in performance art in. visual / sound & movement
That's the only reason I stay here... Roy